[Intro] I kept my silence polished white A fragile cup for every fight You touched my mouth and called it grace I learned to disappear in place [Verse] There was a time I used to sing Before your winter kissed the spring Before the walls began to know The songs I buried soft and low You loved me best when I was still A perfect shape against your will A porcelain throat, a painted smile A voice asleep beneath the tile [Pre-Chorus] But silence has a secret sound It grows like thunder underground The more I swallow, the more I break The more my hidden heart will wake [Chorus] My porcelain throat Is cracking in the dark Every word I never spoke Is rising like a spark My porcelain throat Cannot hold the pain I may sound beautiful But I am breaking again [Verse] You said my anger made me strange You said desire had to change You praised the calm I learned to fake And never saw my fingers shake The mirror kept my borrowed face A doll inside a mourning lace But underneath the quiet skin A buried choir burned within [Pre-Chorus] But silence has a secret sound It grows like thunder underground The more I swallow, the more I break The more my hidden heart will wake [Chorus] My porcelain throat Is cracking in the dark Every word I never spoke Is rising like a spark My porcelain throat Cannot hold the pain I may sound beautiful But I am breaking again [Interlude] White dust Red room Soft lips Cold bloom No voice No choice Still hear My voice [Bridge] I do not want to be adored Like something fragile, still, and stored I do not want your velvet praise If it requires quieter days My love was not a painted thing It had a pulse, it had a wing And if it shatters when I cry Then let the pretty pieces fly [Breakdown] I speak I shake I bend I break I rise I choke I burn I spoke [Build-up] The sound is coming The glass is thin The old room trembles Beneath my skin The sound is coming Your hands let go The voice you buried Begins to grow [Chorus] My porcelain throat Is cracking in the dark Every word I never spoke Is rising like a spark My porcelain throat Cannot hold the pain I may sound beautiful But I am breaking again [Chorus] My porcelain throat Will not be your shrine Every broken note Is finally mine My porcelain throat Bleeds into the rain I may sound beautiful But I am living again [Outro] The silence falls in pieces now Like moonlight from a broken crown I taste the blood, I feel the note Escape my porcelain throat